Gonna try get some actual sleep now, and try not sleep on my industrial because it keeps getting infected -__-
Never gets old.
Silent Hill music is the best~
Can we all just take a minute to be afraid of this? I mean, my first thoughts were “why is that there?” or “who would put that there?” and “what the heck is that?” but seriously. WHAT IS IT.
I helped her downstairs cuz she couldn’t sleep up here. turns out it’s not one of her usual injuries, but a freak one. She hit the ball, dropped the bat, the bat bounced up and the top of it rammed upwards into her calf muscle, likely tearing it. she is on crutches, in severe pain, but mostly frustrated and upset at getting another injury. I gave her a hug, told her that she’d come back from this thing too, that it won’t incapacitate her all summer (which she is afraid of), told her i’d drive her to the hospital in the morning to get it looked at, not to worry about taking my grandma to the dentist, She said if I wanted to get one of my friends to run with me in the 5k, I told her not to worry about that, it’s no big deal and if she was alright she could crutch-walk it because colour me rad isn’t timed.
we were talking about how I slept so long, I mentioned its because I wasn’t feeling great and of course she snapped into mom mode lol. “like, depression wise?.. don’t worry too much, everyone has off days, you’ve been feeling okay otherwise right???” lol.. yes mom, I know, it’s just an off day. I’m not worried about it, and I plan on tomorrow being better. Don’t worry about me right now, you have enough that you’re panicking about!
I love my mom so much, I’m going to try and be super awesome helpful tomorrow. plus, I can always study in the waiting room of the hospital.